am crying

What are you doing for unsaved life?how do you feel when you look at them?where is the power?
come on guys its high time
I am desperate and ready to move forward. sometimes I feel as if I am walking aimlessly through life,and doing nothing, but I know it isn't so if my heart is close to the heart of Christ. I want to vow to live everyday for Him. It's so much easier to say than to actually live out. But I am committed...Committed to forcefully advance the kingdom here on earth. God has given me this time on earth for a reason. I need to make the most of it. I feel as if my relationship with God has not been strong recently. But I should stop dwelling on this and move on. I am not defeated because the enemy already has been.
I am victorious and able to fight the good fight...better yet, I am more than able to win because I can do ALL things through Him who gives me strength. This road I am walking right now is a hard one, no doubt. God has given me a burden for the people around me. I am dreaming dreams that someday these people will bow before their maker. That they will throw down their worldly treasures and cry and shout to Jesus. It seems so far reaching. But God does say that all things are possible and that He wil give me the desires of my heart if I delight myself in Him.

2008 a day to remember - 25 december)

Yeah! time for christmass all around and everybody is busy,music,gifts,shopping,baking,planning for events so much,had blessed days over the year but this day surpass all,to me was a different&wonderful year in my life hungering for himthan ever food never meant anything,just hearing people around busy baking and eating but eat much than them at the table God prepared for me-i was full in his presence.as the dear patenth for a stream of water so my soul long for you,
as a servant looks to his master and maid to his mistress so i look onto you my LORD!,aaah this God amaze me everyday to an extent that i see myself not stated my christianity.

wow!it was time just to worship and worship,,,,,,,guys i would rather being in his presence now and the to gaze around his beauty.
it reach a time the body was tired and think you have had enough of Him yet God want to do more, in spirit having the hunger of having him more,seeing that God want to pull his all n reveal himself,comes time when you just cant worship with words but just cry,cry n cry,laugh n laugh where you just cant define his fully nor express him but just worship,,,all thing never matter.
i remember not taking food and later realising that am full in his presence,body wants to stop but you are in spirit no longer you just God and enjoying

"even now, render your heart to the Lord." even now.I had an incredible time with God. I've been falling even deeper in love with Him. I am just amazed at everything he has done, is doing, has created...I can't explain...no one can. There are no words to describe the greatness that overwhelms me constantly. Aaaaah!! I can never stay on topic...and I don't think I ever ,sometimes i get to wonder how Great is this God

• so gracious
• so merciful
• so wonderful
• so mighty

i just cant describe him amandilezela mtima,so humble so patience aaaah!this man am telling you He is all i need,i wnt be where he wants me to be.
I want to be consumed with the love of Christ. I want everything I say and do to reflect Him. ...don't spend your time, invest it.I need to stop spending my days "getting through." to know Him more. This is what I yearn for.What the heck am I doing? I want to be effective for the kingdom,what are you doing in His kingdom?

SALVATION

"The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart,"[d] that is, the word of faith we are proclaiming: 9That if you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved. 11As the Scripture says, "Anyone who trusts in him will never be put to shame."[e] 12For there is no difference between Jew and Gentile—the same Lord is Lord of all and richly blesses all who call on him, 13for, "Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved."[f]

Its only when you make a choice,because
I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[c] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

PRAISE GOD!

Who is worthy to break the seals and open the scroll?" 3But no one in heaven or on earth or under the earth could open the scroll or even look inside it. 4I wept and wept because no one was found who was worthy to open the scroll or look inside. 5Then one of the elders said to me, "Do not weep! See, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has triumphed. He is able to open the scroll and its seven seals."

I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing.
I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you."

A Day of its own

• once in a life time you grow inlove not fall inlove as i have grown in love.Everday seems to be a day of its own.Life is good when you are to the Right person,who understand you & accept you as you are in life.

LOVE LOVE is something,am telling you thus why God saw that we need to love one another,

have you ever being inlove and feel as if you are not inlove,bored and down? yeeeeh I have been but its bad and never liked it at all,to a point of feeling that the pple who means that much to you dont understand you neither the feeling you are feeling inside and pple who dont mean as much as...... understands you crazy and knows you!

Can someone tell me what is ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,you just cant.yeah! its being yourself just YOU as you are and appretiate the environment and those around you if not you will never see the good and turn to focus on the negative side of it,,,,damn it